trace* - journey of an adventurer and soldier

i can't remember when was the last time i saw him. and gradually, i don't miss him at all or look forward to seeing him. he's more like a friend to me now. is this the kind of relationship i want? and it isn't fair to him when i don't love him as wholeheartedly as i used to.

should i hold on or let go? why are matters of the heart so complicated? your heart and your brain are in constant loggerheads with each other.