trace* - journey of an adventurer and soldier

Somehow your actions and words do not match up...

So many times have I traveled over to your house to study with you, despite the distance. And today, you disappointed me greatly. Even when I told you two weeks ago, reminded you last weekend, and even mentioned about it yesterday, you did not even make the effort to confirm with me till this morning when I bugged you when you are coming over for cny visiting. My parents were so looking forward to meeting you. It just shows how little you care about my feelings and about me. CNY and almost a whole week of absence from work next week, and you don't have time to visit me and my family, or rather, i can feel the sheer reluctance from you. I'm just very disappointed.